Lol. Emo poetry ^^;

I was looking through my files for my GC paper and found...this... I wrote it in Rathbone during Pacing Break when everyone was gone. I got a bit lonely and...this...well, came out.

Verse 1 refers to Pacing Break

Verses 3 and 7 (I think) refers to the band.

The rest are just things I thought up of different situations I regret. :/

I actually like this poem a lot. Depressing, but I'm kind of proud of it...yeah...

Loneliness Is...

Loneliness is being left behind

smiling to hide the pain inside

watching them leave and knowing

you can't follow.

Loneliness is too much time to think

too little to speak

an eternity to agonize

and words left unsaid

Loneliness is feeling useless

feeling you aren't a big enough part

trying to fill in the gaps

but not well enough to sing the part

Loneliness is smiling without joy

happiness with empty eyes

a hollow heart

an empty soul

Loneliness is pulling on a mask

pretending your fine

dancing like you're happy

while inside you cry

Loneliness is emptiness

a void in a heartless chest

a black hole that devours joy

and magnifies sorrow

Loneliness is not feeling good enough

feeling as if you always have to prove your worth

trying to fill shoes too big

pretending you can when you can't

Loneliness is the darkness that devours your soul

shatters your heart

creates a monster out of you

and leaves behind a shell of who you once were.

~E